ugly big change

five years ago

i m a ugly girl

at that time

i dont know what is beauty

i m an ordinary girl that like a ugly duck

dont have people like me

until one day

somebody looked me down

laugh me ulgy

at that day

at that hour

at that minute

at that second

i decide to alter ego

i want to be a beauty

see my pic

 that is really ugly

form 1

 form 2

form 2

after this

i start to change myself

the first thing that i want to improve is my eye

i use eye putty

every type of eye putty is used by me

but the type which is most suitable me is the gel of eye putty

 this brand is nice

i highly recommended it

 skin friut~eye putty

before painting 

use the stick to adjust double eyelid that you want

then

the gel is painted on the eyelid

just wait 1or 2 minute

use the stick to adjust the double eyelid again

after that put out the stick

your double eyelid will be complete

#caution

1.when the gel become transparent,you can adjust your eyelid one time only...if you adjust again n again,your eyelid will not complete.it will drop n appear granular ...

2.before washing your face,you must use make up remover to remove this gel.

3.cannot rub your eye,your eyelid will drop

i use it everyday

the aim is i just wanna want a bigger n brighter eye

i want double eyelid

it is easier to makeup 

after year to year

 single eyelid~form 3

form 3 

form 3~with primary friends gathering

form3~ study hard at night

 form 3~study hard for pmr

 wear color len

 form4~start to change

 year 2009 chinese new year

make up

 every time i go out gai gai

i will make up to improve my makeup skill

 long hair

year 2010~ my 蕾丝边

form 5~ after performance

year 2010~ nature look

 year2010

 my curl hair

 my style 2010

 year 2010

i m not become a man

just like this wearing

 year 2010~short hair agin

 i love this pic

penang~ing

那时我很幸福

外拍

2010year12month31day

no wear contact len

year2011~chinese new year

 patrick n i

 1 of 2011

my eye~~

look at my eye

year 2007~single eyelid

year 2011~double eyelid

i dont have use eye putty again when make up

my eye will smile...

success is coming 

beauty is around me

this word dont have ugly women

just have lazy women

i am hardworking to change myself

just because i have been ugly

thus i want beauty

half-day out of mind

recent flies well

many thing happen

feeling overwhelmed now

can i escape

everything undesirable

too heavy

random thought

what am i contradiction

time passes quikly

independence is not a good thing

about love

i just can say

let it go with the flow

i dont want force anything

whatever it go

nevermind

i must to be free and easy

half-day out of mind

wanna serious to be treat 

but i think i will fail

the greatest difficult should carry own

no to speak does not mean not feeling

i dont like pay lip service about love

perhap this is the reason y i fail

in a troble

not laugh

decision

after get the spm result

that is the time to decide the future

everyone is in trouble in it

haha

but i already have my clue

i want to take the course of hotel management

i know this course is very popular

but i deeply realise that this industry is high demand

on saturday

i alreaday online register

in the morning

i go to post office to post my documen to college

i hope my documen can receive there safety

so now

i just can wait the reply

erm

i dont know why i got the courage n impulse to make this big decision

but i hope my decision is a good way for me

bless me~~~

guess your heart

dont know what is the true

if you are serious

show it to me

sense of security

fortunately sad

destroy public equipment is the preferences of malaysian

when i saw it

my first thought is malaysian like to vandalism

but from another angle to think about it 

actually it is so creative

haha

when the traffic light turn to red colour

you will see an unhappy face on the red colour of traffic light

when the traffic light turnto green colour

haha

jiang jiang~~~~

that is a happy face

haha

i cant see the orange light

there is no time 

i dont know the face of orange light

so curious

haha

next time i want to go there see one more time

spm result

huhu~~~

in the morning

i go back to school to get my spm result

dont have any nervouse n stress

haha

dont know y

aiyo~~~

see my result

omg

so bad

get 4a only

the most thing that i cant accept is my bm subject

 i only get c+ 

my heart fall down from sky

damn

i really not the talent of reading

my effort is only saw by my family

the words

"perhap your reading are not more than them"

ai~~~

i just can accept it 

n start to think my future

i really cant study in form 6

i also have a think that dont want study again

so hard reading

but the result become like stool

that is my fate

i try to accept it

i also want to say sorry to ch lim

my chemis cant get a

let you dissapointed

i just can sign

my future 

what can i do

at last 

i want to say congraturations to kaya chong

i am very proud of you

n zi cheng,wan ying, xin yi,a pid,lucy n a mei...

a mei ~~~

everyone tell me n say that you are the black horse

but i tell them

you have always been clever

that really is your stardant

haha

originally i am not your team

smile to say goodbye

in a trouble

HeMe

heme

pore perfect purified gel

heme brand

this product is suitable for combination skin n oily skin people

this can control our pore to prevent our skin oily

it also have moisturize function

if our skin become oily

this is because our skin is too dry

it produce oil to protect itself

when you use this gel

you can feel ice cool n fresh

you will not feel any sticky feeling

it is used to make your pore become smaller

you can used it before makeup

later

it will show a good sense of makeup

if  you are the people who easy product oil on t-zone

you can focus on your t-zone when spreading the gel

haha

say goodbye to oily skin

pretty need to waste many money

回忆过去

这张照片让我想起好多好多不好的回忆

含泪

哭过的面貌

但又不能让别人看见

流泪带隐形眼镜超辛苦的

很刺痛

拍这张照片是要让我自己看见自己哭的样子

我只有流泪

流泪就好

我就算要流泪

也要美

哈哈

我神经了

但

我真的那点不够好？？？

问我自己千百遍

我讨厌你

变成这样

我一定不能输！！！

不可以堕落！！！

啊jo

你提醒了我想起他

不懂是好是坏～～～



我其实不爱哭
更能不经常哭
也不哭

leopard print

haha...

i break  my record..

on tuesday

i buy a new wallet

it is leopard print one
vincci brand

haha

actually i dont like leopard

but i want to built my new record

so i buy

i try to accept it

haha..

i want update myself

i see many man start to use leopard print 's thing 

the new fashion

men more become girl

haha

i dont want outdate lah

look at my nail!!!

shining shining

i manicure my nail myself

actually

we no need to give the money for other people to do manicure

we can done it ourself

you just buy the product of mircoz

now got the packet promotion

one set is rm20

first

i use the shaper to grind dead skin n make a shape for my nails

later

 i use another  product to polish my nail

it have two color surface

use the blue color  surface first

later use the white color surface

then

the shining nail will show

i like this

no need to use the nail polish 

also have a natural n healty 's nail

easy n simple

try it faster

i highly promote it

beauty around me