not self

so fast

july is coming ald

it is the half of the sem

i m very busy

everyday busy for study

i really feel tired now

the assignment make me breathing difficulty

the schedule of test also is very tight

the test of intro just pass today

omg

so hard to do

all subjective

quite like the exam of spm

after exam

we need to pass up our answer paper in the front of  the lecturer hall

something happen at that time

a very chior person copy the answer at the table which is place the answer paper

GENG!!!

i dont know why she can so brave

the lecturer is standing in the front

is it the pattern of kl's person

dont want study

then also dont want to lose

this world dont have the best of both

i look down you

actually you are very clever

please dont waste your brain to do the thing that are not realistic

if want to say you

give three days 

i think that i will not finish your 'story'

i really havnt hate one person like you

unless study

the other thing include loving i dont want to think too much

dont add on my trouble

really hard to care 

i just want to leave

dont know why

i dont know what am i doing

i m not not care about you

just want to leave

you maybe not the person that i want to search

the thinking that want to give up always appear in my brain

please forgive my selfish

if the body feel tired

i can sleep more

but the heart feel tired

then how?

sleep?

or die? 

the tired of heart is really hard to recover

i really wanna to rest

i want go to a place

the place can let me rest

can let me daze

dont think too much

no need do assignment

no need exam

no need trouble in love

just like that

a few is enough

i miss my hometown now

there is the place that really suitable me

when can i back home???

dalang you must treat me the dinner of crab hah

hahaha

i have a lot of friend now

they are very friendly

we get along very well

this is our  big family

 please dont selfish

untitle

today my toe is really pain

because i wear high-heeled shoe

my friends n i go to interview yesterday

we go to bukit bintang 

there are many hotel

but unluckily

no one to accept our walk in interview

altought we already call them n send mail

they also ignore our interview

so sad

walking,walking n walking

my toe cant afford

omg

feel painful now

altought encounter problem

but it will not spoil our mood

haha

our assignment group member

haha

we have our dinner at a vintage restaurant

we eat wan tan mee

because we want to save money

so we choose eat at there

its taste is very nice

n very special

kuanseng n wilson say they will bring friends come here again

but they regret when they know the price

hahahaha

it is very funny

make me laughing

rm6

small size only

quite expensive

wan tan mee only leh

haha

they say next time again

formal wear

light makeup

johnny is very beh tahan my hair

he thinks that my hair is really frizzy

that's look is not so pro

haha

tomorrow also want to wear formal wear

because we need to go sunway pigramid

we need to take photo with the manager of pasta zanmai

it is quite far

waste money go there again

ai~

10.03pm

子恩bring a plate of bread n a cup of oatmeal walk in my room

quite shock

this is my dinner

haha

althought it is quite late

i also will finish it

but 子恩ah~

i really not hungry

dont worry lah

i will take care myself

thank your take care deeply

this photo make me laughing for 5 minute

haha

that is our 2008 memory

mean that in our form 3

haha

funny look

i am very ugly that time

子恩no change 

haha

our friendship

i hope i can give up

but it is so hard to do

ai~

leave it there

what i should do now

dilemma

this week i will back to hometown kulai

i miss everything there

i miss my family

i miss my home

i miss my friend

i miss drivering

i miss my living there

i want to meet the people that i miss

da lang wait me

zhiqing wait me

my lesbian,jolene wait me

jingnan dont want wait me

nevermind

i will go to find you

we are friend

haha

i really expect  now

back home is the thing that i can break down every thing which is on my shoulder

in a trouble

the end

diorsnow uv shield bb creme

today tittle is make up base

i like to use bb cream

because it is very natural look

just hide your scar and balance the colour of skin

it is enough already

i like this

diorsnow uv shield bb creme

it is very nice

i recommended it

because i already use this tester

haha 

i love it

look at my eye

my dark circle is very obvious

that one havnt use any cosmetic on my face

look at this pic

i use on left side of my face only

my dark circle obviously disappear 

my skin colour also balance already

you no need to use any concealer to hide your dark circle or scar 

that is the comparison

that is the magic

the make up is completed

support it

i like it very much

i love today~~~大爱

today got a intro test

it is so difficut

read is read

exam is exam

why the question is so hard to answer

so different

dont know how to do

omg

maybe fail

ai~~~

after finish exam

that is the time to practise the role play

i m very excited

wow

the performance of today

i think is quite ok tham other previous

i know you all try your best ald

haha

all is very nice

i am very expect the result

hahhaa...i m very happy

i love today

that is our group member

haha

i m idiot bo~haha...i like to play barbie doll````

wilson wong is the ms shan

he is kuan seng

he is not the samseng

after performance

resting time

our friendly lecturer

kuan seng want to beat me,hahaha

my classmate

wow~~~H12

this group is the noisy group

hahaha

also is the funnest group

can i believe you

the end

hometown~~~

回到了家

感觉就是不一样

好舒服

空气都特别清晰

回来什么都不用烦

有的吃好的

有的穿好的

有家人关心

有朋友的关心

那是种温暖

这才是家

今天过得好充实

早上和姨妈去喝早茶

中午跟家人去tebrau jusco逛逛买东西

我姐和我

然后就去cs见uncle~看电影~听他讲故事...哈哈哈

他讲我头大身小哦！

气死我~

哈哈哈

他还讲我们有夫妻相

funny

因为我们都有兔子牙（讲好听点）

萨牙（难听点）

他的比我严重

“打给你balance蛤”

哈哈哈哈

晚上就去家庭聚会~不肥

之后又跟朋友去喝茶~听大家述说大家的近况

大家都有各自的生活

都有各自的忧愁

希望一切都可以快点过去

不想大家每天都活在烦恼之中

自己已经够烦了

不想你们也烦

要开心

把逆境转换成顺境

才是大家现在该做的

我会快乐

你们也要快乐

又回到了原点

又遇到同样的问题

难道每一次都得选择逃避吗

我不是这么懦弱的阿~

我又何苦呢

我感觉得到

又在思考

wow

一整天都是满满的节目

开心

这样的生活

我已经很满足

end

我还是快乐的

kl life

i live here already one month

monday until friday

i go to study

i didnt have skip any class

really dont like me

i know friend already

haha

quickly congraturate me

they are very friendly

i start to do my assignment now

i have 6 subject 's assignment 

omg

rush~ing

thanks jolene

thanks your information

own you again

自从上kl读书以后

我真的学到了些

不管是人

或事物

有时真的很烦

面对了很多问题

以前都没发现自己顾虑很多

但现在却觉得

我顾虑太多

还有要面对一些我不想面对的

真的是烦

长期面对这种问题

对我来说是种折磨

还有阿

我那六个好朋友

没有你们在我课业上帮我

害到我现在要专心上课勒

没有人可以问了

都得靠自己

人家说

出来读书了

就是从零开始

真的是这样

没错

不要用你所谓的眼光来看人

我只是认真

该认真的时候就的认真

该玩的时候

我一定跟你玩！

请你分清楚

什么叫情绪化

难道这样也算吗

那你为何不说更严重一点呢

说我有人格分裂更好

我想念一起办阳光的朋友们

我们当时的那种积极

再也找不到

我觉得要跟别人相处很难

什么地方才能释放最真的自我

很烦

我需要一个可以让自己休息的地方

把所有东西歇夏

我现在才发觉原来我是那么的特别

不管做什么都好

不过我还是想让大家知道

我还是快乐的

只是没以前快乐

以前不快乐

还能练鼓

还可以跟鼓队朋友一起废

但现在没有了

不过我还是快乐的

我还是有灿烂的笑容

虽然现在的我很寂寞

但也不至于寂寞到找男人

我不想随便找个人来填补心里的空位

 

a new start

wow~~

long time no online

because i live in cave

my hostel dont have wifi

digi line also cant get 

so everybody want find me 

dont want call my digi number

call my maxis number

haha

for me

college life dont have a big change 

everything must be done myself

everything do know

by now

i havnt making friend with other

even live in the next of my hostel

i also dont know who they are

haha

it is very terrible

there are many leng lui n leng zai

most girl makeup,wear dress,wear high heeled shoes n so on

haha

their fashion is very special

it is not same with jb

boy is quite ok

girl~

one word can describe

omg!

this semester quickly over

i want live in the outside

hostel really lousy

the toilet is very terrible

i dont know y they dont want flush the water after using

make the toilet smelly

cant standby

girl also become like that

then also got more terrible thing

the red colour thing is spread over the floor

so really dont like go to toilet

the second day 

i go to do my student card with friend

walao

we wait three hour to do this

we line up n stand

then look at this pic

yap sin chee is very lazy 

she alway sit at there 

hahaha

lazy girl 

during waiting

i discovery a funny thing

 look at this pic

a man sleep at there

haha

i dont know who he is

but it is very funny

he look like very enjoy in the air conditioning

their mouth got little bit open

hahaha

 i go to mid valley with my sis yesterday

haha

we enjoy our lunch at garden

their dishes is very nice

 pasta

 my two sis

 my dishes

the end