我们都傻

我的blog生蜘蛛网了

哈哈

好久没更新

现在是考试周

大家都在忙着准备考试

而我就在颓废

在为一些困扰自己很久的事情而烦恼

这究竟几时才能结束

倔强的以为我真的能改变你

我们都傻

机会给过了

就不会再有

这是我的原则

 我没有对不起你

请你就好好为你自己着想

成熟点

不要再颓废了

一切都已成为过去

我没叫你放弃

也没资格叫你放弃

你要怎么做人处事是你的事

我无权干涉

但请你不要要求我接受你的决定

我不会再答应了

我不会再盲目

请你收拾好你的心情

好好的回去你的sabah度假吧

以后有缘再见

哈哈

我会过得很好

因为我知道我有很多朋友

特别是我家对面方的傻佬

考H.E考傻了

哈哈

黄子恩特别疯

“读什么HE，pok cai ah!走...你跟我进去，进去笼子里（那是我家一只狗的笼子）（他对着阿浩说）吃什么饭你，吃panpan的食物。。。要打是吗？！”

他拿起藤编就打！阿哈哈哈哈

我家有个不通气的人

人家在读书

他就在开歌打game

结果给我们做他

h哈哈哈

在考he前晚

开炸歌

因为我们知道他在读书

对面方的傻佬

还关灯

受不了他们

h哈哈哈

有他们在

我不会觉得孤单

他们快成为我的sis了

不对

是bro

因为他们说她们从来没把我当那个女的来看

啊哈哈哈

讲粗鲁到要死

讲话又大声

是拉

我承认

哈哈

但至少这样的自己是快乐的

我在你们面前不怕没形象

哈哈

还有我房的秀娟姐

他人超好

现在还是single available

谁有意思不妨来fb inbox找我

谈个时间出来相亲

啊哈哈哈哈

 还有阿

我知道很多人都很疼我

谢谢你们啦

要等我回去。。。

the end of the love story

our first photo

our first dating

our first meeting

0n 5th june 2011

we are together

one month

only one month

but i feel that we are together longer

break up is the one way that the problem can be solve

i give up

i always say break up

i know i like a kid

but i also no choice

sorry about  my lie

the reasons really cant let you know

i appreciate once

i know your love

but i must make this dicision

we have the fun time

our memories

i will remember in my heart

altought cant together

i love this pic

haha

actually you are very cute

i like

do you remember

what are you doing at that time?

♥

you are very naughty

i know you are taller than me lah

this is our last dating

i will remember the garden of arounf klcc that night 

at that nght

i really happy

at that night

i really feel what is the happiness

but that also is my last time feel the happiness 

the end of this story

the colour is ald change

black n white

the smile is disappear ald

sorry that i hurt you

i also reluctant

i love you...

the end...

not self

so fast

july is coming ald

it is the half of the sem

i m very busy

everyday busy for study

i really feel tired now

the assignment make me breathing difficulty

the schedule of test also is very tight

the test of intro just pass today

omg

so hard to do

all subjective

quite like the exam of spm

after exam

we need to pass up our answer paper in the front of  the lecturer hall

something happen at that time

a very chior person copy the answer at the table which is place the answer paper

GENG!!!

i dont know why she can so brave

the lecturer is standing in the front

is it the pattern of kl's person

dont want study

then also dont want to lose

this world dont have the best of both

i look down you

actually you are very clever

please dont waste your brain to do the thing that are not realistic

if want to say you

give three days 

i think that i will not finish your 'story'

i really havnt hate one person like you

unless study

the other thing include loving i dont want to think too much

dont add on my trouble

really hard to care 

i just want to leave

dont know why

i dont know what am i doing

i m not not care about you

just want to leave

you maybe not the person that i want to search

the thinking that want to give up always appear in my brain

please forgive my selfish

if the body feel tired

i can sleep more

but the heart feel tired

then how?

sleep?

or die? 

the tired of heart is really hard to recover

i really wanna to rest

i want go to a place

the place can let me rest

can let me daze

dont think too much

no need do assignment

no need exam

no need trouble in love

just like that

a few is enough

i miss my hometown now

there is the place that really suitable me

when can i back home???

dalang you must treat me the dinner of crab hah

hahaha

i have a lot of friend now

they are very friendly

we get along very well

this is our  big family

 please dont selfish

untitle

today my toe is really pain

because i wear high-heeled shoe

my friends n i go to interview yesterday

we go to bukit bintang 

there are many hotel

but unluckily

no one to accept our walk in interview

altought we already call them n send mail

they also ignore our interview

so sad

walking,walking n walking

my toe cant afford

omg

feel painful now

altought encounter problem

but it will not spoil our mood

haha

our assignment group member

haha

we have our dinner at a vintage restaurant

we eat wan tan mee

because we want to save money

so we choose eat at there

its taste is very nice

n very special

kuanseng n wilson say they will bring friends come here again

but they regret when they know the price

hahahaha

it is very funny

make me laughing

rm6

small size only

quite expensive

wan tan mee only leh

haha

they say next time again

formal wear

light makeup

johnny is very beh tahan my hair

he thinks that my hair is really frizzy

that's look is not so pro

haha

tomorrow also want to wear formal wear

because we need to go sunway pigramid

we need to take photo with the manager of pasta zanmai

it is quite far

waste money go there again

ai~

10.03pm

子恩bring a plate of bread n a cup of oatmeal walk in my room

quite shock

this is my dinner

haha

althought it is quite late

i also will finish it

but 子恩ah~

i really not hungry

dont worry lah

i will take care myself

thank your take care deeply

this photo make me laughing for 5 minute

haha

that is our 2008 memory

mean that in our form 3

haha

funny look

i am very ugly that time

子恩no change 

haha

our friendship

i hope i can give up

but it is so hard to do

ai~

leave it there

what i should do now

dilemma

this week i will back to hometown kulai

i miss everything there

i miss my family

i miss my home

i miss my friend

i miss drivering

i miss my living there

i want to meet the people that i miss

da lang wait me

zhiqing wait me

my lesbian,jolene wait me

jingnan dont want wait me

nevermind

i will go to find you

we are friend

haha

i really expect  now

back home is the thing that i can break down every thing which is on my shoulder

in a trouble

the end

diorsnow uv shield bb creme

today tittle is make up base

i like to use bb cream

because it is very natural look

just hide your scar and balance the colour of skin

it is enough already

i like this

diorsnow uv shield bb creme

it is very nice

i recommended it

because i already use this tester

haha 

i love it

look at my eye

my dark circle is very obvious

that one havnt use any cosmetic on my face

look at this pic

i use on left side of my face only

my dark circle obviously disappear 

my skin colour also balance already

you no need to use any concealer to hide your dark circle or scar 

that is the comparison

that is the magic

the make up is completed

support it

i like it very much

i love today~~~大爱

today got a intro test

it is so difficut

read is read

exam is exam

why the question is so hard to answer

so different

dont know how to do

omg

maybe fail

ai~~~

after finish exam

that is the time to practise the role play

i m very excited

wow

the performance of today

i think is quite ok tham other previous

i know you all try your best ald

haha

all is very nice

i am very expect the result

hahhaa...i m very happy

i love today

that is our group member

haha

i m idiot bo~haha...i like to play barbie doll````

wilson wong is the ms shan

he is kuan seng

he is not the samseng

after performance

resting time

our friendly lecturer

kuan seng want to beat me,hahaha

my classmate

wow~~~H12

this group is the noisy group

hahaha

also is the funnest group

can i believe you

the end

hometown~~~

回到了家

感觉就是不一样

好舒服

空气都特别清晰

回来什么都不用烦

有的吃好的

有的穿好的

有家人关心

有朋友的关心

那是种温暖

这才是家

今天过得好充实

早上和姨妈去喝早茶

中午跟家人去tebrau jusco逛逛买东西

我姐和我

然后就去cs见uncle~看电影~听他讲故事...哈哈哈

他讲我头大身小哦！

气死我~

哈哈哈

他还讲我们有夫妻相

funny

因为我们都有兔子牙（讲好听点）

萨牙（难听点）

他的比我严重

“打给你balance蛤”

哈哈哈哈

晚上就去家庭聚会~不肥

之后又跟朋友去喝茶~听大家述说大家的近况

大家都有各自的生活

都有各自的忧愁

希望一切都可以快点过去

不想大家每天都活在烦恼之中

自己已经够烦了

不想你们也烦

要开心

把逆境转换成顺境

才是大家现在该做的

我会快乐

你们也要快乐

又回到了原点

又遇到同样的问题

难道每一次都得选择逃避吗

我不是这么懦弱的阿~

我又何苦呢

我感觉得到

又在思考

wow

一整天都是满满的节目

开心

这样的生活

我已经很满足

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