敬老尊贤

今天很早起

就去学校看小的表演了

看了

只能说

你们真的要很努力

要很用心的练鼓

表演完过后

就召集他们

就是我骂人的时候了

我问过他们可以骂他们才骂他们的

居然有人不服我骂

说我什么都不懂

骂他们没用

他就觉得他们没问题

没有错

他们一表演完

老师就跟我摇头

连老师都看得出

我知道你们还刚进鼓队

还不够成熟

但这并代表你们能打得差

如果没把握

对谱不熟

那你们就要承认啊

不要一直觉得你们很行

要有上进心

表演之前

彩排

还要埋怨为什么彩排了一次两次还不够

这是你们应有的态度吗

我很不了解你们要的是什么

你一个人会

你一个人厉害

并没有用

鼓队不是你一个人表演的

要大家一起配合

连拍子都不一样

你们在一起练习了一阵子

难道连一点点默契也没有吗

我永远记得李教练所说的一句话

“鼓队不是你一个人的，就算你在厉害都好，其他人烂，呈现出来的表演也是烂的”

请你们别只活在你们自己的世界

不好那么容易满足可以吗？

我不知道你们哪来的信心

我也不知道你哪来的胆来反抗我！！！

我说的话每句都是事实

难听

但你们也得听

我知道我没资格骂你们

我不是鼓队的人了

但我曾今是！！！

我看的东西一定比你们多

请你们会想点

我不怕做坏人

只希望鼓队是越来越好

而不是越来越差劲

今天回校

真的让我大开眼界

现在二十一世纪

已经没有敬老尊贤这回事了

倒大霉～～～

一天二十五块的薪水

一个月不到700块的薪水

一天还要在哪吃两餐

少少都要十块钱

等于一天只赚十五块

男装服饰店

处于skudai parade

第二层

topman

昨天拿不到工钱

他跟我说15号拿工钱

但却跟美佳说昨天拿

我就跟着去

结果他真的不给我

还说老板=他爸 还没出我的工钱给他

明明工钱就是他从收银机出的

他就是不爽我

不要出给我

哇老

遇到这种老板真的是倒大霉

吐口说啊

才rm135都不要出给我

我15号都不能下去拿

打电话跟他谈过了的

他就是不肯早出给我哦

刁难我

还一直说老板没出钱

问他为什么美佳能拿我不能拿

他一句“不知道”

就顶完

然后又拿老板来讲

哇老

我是有做工的咯

为什么你的钱就是要这么难拿

一开始去做工

他说rm25，然后两个礼拜会起薪

结果都没有

将就讲到很好听

辞职两个礼拜前通知他

剩最后一个礼拜我礼拜拿假

拜一要去做工

check  store

他就叫我不用去

拜五才去做

老妈反对

叫我不要做了

就没做了

要不爽我我也没办法

store又那么多

又不要我去做工

怎样会做的完

不爽啊

这样的现实

美佳跟他做了那么多年

回去那工钱

连一句问候都没有

没有利用价值了就这样的pattern

受不了

工钱少到可怜

只有美佳才能做那么久

整整3年多

强啊～～～～

佩服

算了啦

美佳别难过失望了

希望你接下来这份工能比topman这工好

我们一起加油吧

遗憾

我不是个很强的鼓手

我也只懂得点皮毛

我有那个心想要把它学好

但我却没能力

我没有的是时间

我没有的是金钱

我必须作工

因为我需要的是钱

因为作工

我没办法练鼓

没得练鼓

就会脱拍

跟不上他们的脚步

心理总是会有些难过

但那又奈何

我想我是时候退出

这是啊美偷拍我的。。。

不知何时我还能有这个机会才能站在那里向以前一样的练鼓表演

我们的大合照

很怀念在鼓队的日子。。。

终究要结束～～～

the magic of make up

i dont like heavy make up..

i think that it look like very tired...

haha..

i love bare makeup...

look like a natural look..

for the sense of makeup,

i more focus on my eye..

because i think that eye is the window of the soul....

actually i am a single edged eyelid girl...

i dont like single eyelid

because it look like very tired n glazed

 single edged eyelid is more difficult to show a good sense of makeup.

beside that,

less book or magazine teach makeup for the person of single edged eyelid eye..

so,

i decide to make a double eyelid eye...

beginning..

it is quite difficult to make double eyelid..

i also already change many product...

finally i already find the most suitable product for my eye..

it is the eye putting...

i study myself...

i promote the eye putting of the skin fruit...

it is very sticky..n not easily fall makeup..

it is also waterproof..

i use eye putting everyday...

nowaday...

i also use this

i already no need to use again when i makeup..

haha..

my goal is my eye have a doule eyelid...

no need to use eye putting again..

i hope that it will become true...

 the brush of cheek of etude house is not bad..

it's quanlity is very good..

it's brush is very soft ..

when you brushing on your cheek ..

you will not feel that any tingling...

it is also asoanably price..

the gel eye liner of kate

i want to highly recommend it...

many people will face some problem about eye when makeup..

the most people encounter is fall makeup on eye after one or two hour 

normally pen will fall makeup...

so..

i promote the gel eye liner of kate..

it will not fall makeup ...

it is also highly waterproof..

altought it is quite expensive...

but it is really valuable to buy...

i want to be a natural beauty girl...

out of breath

in the morning...

i have my breakfast with my family...

i sued them for further studies...

they recommend me to study in form 6....

because they are not enough money for me to study in college...

my heart fell down directly from a height...

i really dont like to study in forn 6...

i know i dont have the ability ...

my result is not excellent...

i am not clever...

i dont want waste my time...

1 year can earn many money..

but i know college's fee is very costly...

ah~~~~

money money money~~~

money problem was forced me to breathe faster...

i am very trouble...

what should i do now..

dilemma now....

can i adhere my belief...

or i need to accept their opinion...

if they force me to study in form six..

i will working until i have money to study in college...

money is the one of problem..

another problem is course what should i take...

i am no direction...

my interest is make up...

but i know that it is impossible become my job in my future..

public relation???

human resource???

hotel management???

stewardess???

which one can i choose?

which one is suitable for me?

many n many question appear...

n many question mark appear...

i dont want ask n listen to the view of others...

because this is my future...

i like to decide myself...

i need to decide myself..

n i must decide myself..

even if i make a false choice...

also my own thing...

if  i listen the view of other...

i also must be responsible myself...

that y i dont want ask the other to make choice...

heavy heart.....

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hahahaha....

today i have been sign my first contract.....

wahahahaha....

super happy...

n satisfaction...

hope this is a good start for me....

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the night of panic

last night was the ominous night....

after working,

i went yamcha with friend..

therefore back home late..

i tought my mum  to sleep first...

11 o'clock...

i reached my home...

my mum locked the glass door!!!

omg!!!

i shouted loudly...

called them...

that was no effect to them...

at that time ..

i was very helpless....

ai~~~

i only can sigh...

y like that....

i was very unluck like step the stool...

i sat at the garages..

so many foreign worker passed by my house...

there was very horror..

i had a little bit scare ah...

after called my sis that wanted her to help me ..

finally...

kaya chong came to sent me to her house...

luckily she havnt sleep ...

i wanted to thanks her very much ah...

haha...

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in the morning....

 my mum  take me home...

later i go to school to practise drum

the schedule is very tight...

later i go to work directly...

very tired ah...

but i like ...

i want busy~~

the busier the better....

i like to torment myself...

i do not  let myself have time to think to much....

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if he n she are together longer than me n he....

i will hate you..

if you love her truely...

i will more hate you!!!

i know that i take things too hard...

i will try to forget the everything what you give me~~~

working day

today is 4march...

is my machi kaya chong's birthday...

i want to say sorry to her...

because i cant celebrate with her~~

working working n working....

hahaha...i change my work already...

p1 is my forth work...

omg...

lazy to learn new thing...

junior again~~~

but jingnan take care me very much...

this work is very good...

can online in a whole day...

hahaha...

get the salary easily...

relax myself during working...

actually this work is very bore..

haha...i use my working time create my new account in blogger

i am a bad staff

my boss is very bad luck...

p1 shirt is very shine..

unlike colour=pink colour

jingnan&me

happy happy lah~~

jingnan want die herself...

she eat instant food everyday..

i warning everyone!!!

dont want to buy maggi cup mee...

the hot water make the cup melting...

that is a very dangerious thing to our consumer...

jingnan is very crazy...

she eat the instant food that she know the cup melt...

the plastic smell is very pungent...

i am very worry her.......

but her best friend ,xiao qing  more worry her than me~~

she know that the bad situation of jingnan...

she buy food to her ...

haha...

jingnan's dinner...

haha...she is very guilty conscience....

she got big trouble lah...haha

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i am very miss my topman's friends

escially mega lah...

she say that she will find me today ...

but she didnt come ..

because nobody sent her ..

i am very disappointed n sad lah~~

if you have chance you must come to meet me hah...

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i want to go tioman lah~~~

really super like to go there with my dearest friend...

money money money!!!!

y i no money?!

ah~~~!!!

money really important...

i waste my money on my face~~

i know...

i am really a bai jin girl~~

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i am not in a relationship....

love is far from me...

how can i love...

no a person suitable for me to love...

i am finding the person who i am finding~~

i trust you will come...

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i hope this is a good start for me~~~

good luck for me~~